Please tell me this is it !
There comes a point in your life, when you are actually afraid to move ahead. With love, work, just life in general. There cannot be a step you take that doesn't make you think, are you really going to be happy with this decision?
I have had this point in my life come too soon.
The world cannot possibly be working like this, i cannot be thinking so much at every step of my life. But, what else can i do? I have been hurt too many times.
I am not saying you should always be on the riskier side of business, but don't be so cautious that you loose the opportunity that comes in front of you.
Yet again, i have an example that comes from my failed love life.
And I have quite a lame example but it did make me think - Was i so cautious? Overthinking every step of the way that i forgot to keep the guy in my life ?
too busy to see the man of my dreams walk away.
Well, i came to a new city, a new workplace and as luck would have it, i found a new man.
I did mention him the last time in one of my posts. I think i talked about cudding into his arms, well, let me tell you - there are no arms to cuddle into anymore.
' I 'thunk', i 'thunk' and i 'thunk' and all i thought of was what should i think ! '
By the time i could make a decision of loving him, he was long gone to another chick from my work place.
There was nothing i could do when i saw him in her arms, "CUDDLING" !
There is a fine line between being alone and being lonely ... and i think i found it. There was a point of time when i was absolutely fine being alone for days. I would sit in my bed, with a book and pass time as if i had an abundance of it. Now, i am afraid of sitting alone in a restaurant and that has actually hampered with me on a personal level. It's not a lot of fun when you actually come to know that you are alone. With no one around you, no one to turn to when you have so much to do, so much to say.
I think I need help.
There comes a point in your life, when you are actually afraid to move ahead. With love, work, just life in general. There cannot be a step you take that doesn't make you think, are you really going to be happy with this decision?
I have had this point in my life come too soon.
The world cannot possibly be working like this, i cannot be thinking so much at every step of my life. But, what else can i do? I have been hurt too many times.
I am not saying you should always be on the riskier side of business, but don't be so cautious that you loose the opportunity that comes in front of you.
Yet again, i have an example that comes from my failed love life.
And I have quite a lame example but it did make me think - Was i so cautious? Overthinking every step of the way that i forgot to keep the guy in my life ?
too busy to see the man of my dreams walk away.
Well, i came to a new city, a new workplace and as luck would have it, i found a new man.
I did mention him the last time in one of my posts. I think i talked about cudding into his arms, well, let me tell you - there are no arms to cuddle into anymore.
' I 'thunk', i 'thunk' and i 'thunk' and all i thought of was what should i think ! '
By the time i could make a decision of loving him, he was long gone to another chick from my work place.
There was nothing i could do when i saw him in her arms, "CUDDLING" !
There is a fine line between being alone and being lonely ... and i think i found it. There was a point of time when i was absolutely fine being alone for days. I would sit in my bed, with a book and pass time as if i had an abundance of it. Now, i am afraid of sitting alone in a restaurant and that has actually hampered with me on a personal level. It's not a lot of fun when you actually come to know that you are alone. With no one around you, no one to turn to when you have so much to do, so much to say.
I think I need help.
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